The Light
Okay, okay there’s no light, there’s darkness, there’s a giant’s world full of bad dark clouds, there’s the nothing in my head trying to come across to you, there’s a big darkness, there’s typos in my soul, there’s an explosion of nothing and illness, there’s just the beginning of the darkness in the town without mercy, there’s me and you just missing each other, there’s me and there’s you, oh yes, confusing each other, there’s a hole, there’s a hole where I once was.
Okay, okay, there’s a hole where I was but now there’s a flickering light, there’s a bunny opening her eyes, there’s a beginning of astonishment of light, there’s something, I don’t know what it is, there’s a piece of my heart directed at you, at light, at your light, there’s a working toward the light, there’s a fucking flickering fanning me, there’s something coming, there’s something coming in me toward you, there’s light beginning to surface in me, there’s a beginning of light,
Light spirit light soul light apparition light face light form light emptiness light shadow light dark light dank light dim light cries light curse light demon light roar light teeth light other,
Light wind in my hair light burning out the light light suffering in my heart light fears out of darkness light song in the trees light nightmare out of context light etching in the dirt light bursting out of space light inhabitants in the attic light shapes out of water fiery light in the night,
A hint and a trace of light, a falling back, a restless knocking of light on light, there’s a CVS on Clinton Street and I see its light and it’s coming through to me, it’s coming on through to me and thence to you.
Okay, okay, it’s coming through, coming through to me, and I’m here opening up I’m beginning to open up to it, like the old white window in a Woodside apartment with the hooks for the fingers, I put my fingers in the indentations and I think of you and the skies open up like the birth of light in the head of God, I’m falling down the clouds like a drunk cherub in a dream you had when you were ten drifting off on the beach near the boardwalk, there’s you in your little red dress and there’s a light next to your bed and I’m turning on the light and it’s going like crazy, I’m strobing like crazy, I’m touching you and you’re full of light and your light is exploding into my brain and now we’re rocking into each other and the light is rocking us and the universe is tumbling down into our head and we’re crazy, we’re just crazy with each other, and the circuits are going crazy and there’s me and there’s you and it’s crazy and it’s good, okay, okay, okay it’s crazy and it’s me and there’s you and it’s good.
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Okay, okay, there’s a hole where I was but now there’s a flickering light, there’s a bunny opening her eyes, there’s a beginning of astonishment of light, there’s something, I don’t know what it is, there’s a piece of my heart directed at you, at light, at your light, there’s a working toward the light, there’s a fucking flickering fanning me, there’s something coming, there’s something coming in me toward you, there’s light beginning to surface in me, there’s a beginning of light,
Light spirit light soul light apparition light face light form light emptiness light shadow light dark light dank light dim light cries light curse light demon light roar light teeth light other,
Light wind in my hair light burning out the light light suffering in my heart light fears out of darkness light song in the trees light nightmare out of context light etching in the dirt light bursting out of space light inhabitants in the attic light shapes out of water fiery light in the night,
A hint and a trace of light, a falling back, a restless knocking of light on light, there’s a CVS on Clinton Street and I see its light and it’s coming through to me, it’s coming on through to me and thence to you.
Okay, okay, it’s coming through, coming through to me, and I’m here opening up I’m beginning to open up to it, like the old white window in a Woodside apartment with the hooks for the fingers, I put my fingers in the indentations and I think of you and the skies open up like the birth of light in the head of God, I’m falling down the clouds like a drunk cherub in a dream you had when you were ten drifting off on the beach near the boardwalk, there’s you in your little red dress and there’s a light next to your bed and I’m turning on the light and it’s going like crazy, I’m strobing like crazy, I’m touching you and you’re full of light and your light is exploding into my brain and now we’re rocking into each other and the light is rocking us and the universe is tumbling down into our head and we’re crazy, we’re just crazy with each other, and the circuits are going crazy and there’s me and there’s you and it’s crazy and it’s good, okay, okay, okay it’s crazy and it’s me and there’s you and it’s good.
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